| | yea, i am drop dead sick. ewan ko ba kung bakit, siguro ung humidity sa bus na sinakyan namin papuntang pagrai saka ung blueberry cheesecake na ice cream ko, yun na ata un. haynaku. kakainis. micro pa naman mamaya, and im sick. wah! okay, so here's the thing. i gave gm a valentine's gift, (that was the gift i gave last thursday) tapos sobrang ganda talaga. bumulaga kasi sa kwarto nya un (yes, pumunta ako sa bahay nila with the help of his mom and everything) and then there it was, ung bear the peace offering ko dati pa, ung ball na tinawag naming "caren" (galing sa kanya of course, hindi naman ako marunong magpangalan di ba?) a green rose, a letter, 2 cds, and the THING. it was a black cloth with the lyrics of Collide in it, and its kinda glowing. hehe. yes, i made him smile. super ganda nga daw ng gabi niya eh. super ganda. as in. wala pa daw kasing nakakagawa sa kanya ng ganun. hehe. but then, here's the catch. "There is a very fine line between love and STUPIDITY yen." - Meann Rosario meann said that to me (not mentioning the holy smokes back in that resto bar) and i know, i personally agree on it. she said that, kasi naman daw, bat lagi na lang ako, lagi na lang ako, which means one thing, "does he even care?" un un eh. but then, my point is, gm do not belong to the "madiskarte" kind wherein some i know were very very deeply sweet with their girlfriends and all. i have a personal reason why i did that, its not about this stupid valentines day and everything, i mean what the heck?! i never celebrated valentines. the letter i gave said everything - it is a form of love which i have quoted in my previous entries - seting each other free. that gift is a form of CLOSURE, technically we are now the new members of splitsville, but then, i dont wanna keep hangin onto something na dapat sana, matagal pa. now, pag lumapit siya, then go, lapit lapit. ako naman, eto, pakalat kalat lang. i deeply miss him, but then, as i have said, matagal pa kasi eh. i hope time will fly so very fast until that moment will arrive, and we, ending up together again. as for now, check out one tree hill. friends with benefits. =D |
